The video is pretty self explanatory. In brief, my last breakup turned out to be a huge blessing in disguise, because my new beginning gave me the push I needed to take risks and do things I never would have done before. I realized that after doing things outside my comfort zone, I feel happy. Probably a good way to take care of mental health.
Do you know of anyone who’s done drastic things after a breakup, like chopping off or dyeing their hair? It totally makes sense to me now. I feel that my body’s been like, hey, something’s different about me after the breakup.. so might as well do everything else differently! It’s as if my whole being has been rewired to just live with the expectation of facing crazy changes at any moment.
I told my best friend I feel like I’ve been in a “risk-taking phase” these days, always trying to think of the next “risky” thing that I can do, meaning simply just doing things outside my comfort zone… wayyyy outside my comfort zone.
So today my crazy risky idea was to cover an Eminem song. I tried. Here’s the video:
Not gonna lie, making the video was fun. I also had to get over my perfectionism so I kind of had to force myself to not rerecord the video over and over again until I got everything right.
Another lesson: I get so more much accomplished when I DO things not perfectly but actually get the things done. Way better than not doing or finishing things for fear of failure or wanting everything to be perfect.